I woke up today in the happiest mood ever.
Driven more than before. With my dog right next to me, he kisses me good morning. Honest to truth, no one, I mean NO ONE loves me more than my Nabi.
He kinda stinks…it costs $100 for him to get groomed..he needs it so bad…lol.
I decided I will go back to modeling, and relaunch my online store.
I’ve just been distracted for too long.
As far as dating goes, I haven’t found anyone actually worthy.
They like me for being independent, driven, ambitions, determined, fun, and happy.
Yet those are the things that intimidate them.
I used to work two jobs, as a nail tech (which I truly love), from 10am ’til 7pm. And I also worked at Target stocking overnight from 2am ’til 7:30-8am. I only sleep for 3-4 hours every night. And I would take a nap an hour before working at the nail shop.
Honestly, my so called relationship drained me more than working. I rather work than deal with the bullshit drama. But why would I have to deal with it at all.
I refuse to compromise myself or well being to stroke someone else’s ego. IM SORRY.
And I am not insecure where I have to find sex or find someone else for attention or affection.
I am a well grounded woman, and I try my best to please everyone in my life.
I am the type to be friends with you for life.
I don’t care about any drama, or bullshit.
Life is what you make it, and time is too expensive. From now on, I will use it being happy.
Just me and my Nabi.