DEAR DIARY X NEW YEAR

I woke up today in the happiest mood ever.

Driven more than before. With my dog right next to me, he kisses me good morning. Honest to truth, no one, I mean NO ONE loves me more than my Nabi.

He kinda stinks…it costs $100 for him to get groomed..he needs it so bad…lol.

I decided I will go back to modeling, and relaunch my online store.

I’ve just been distracted for too long.

As far as dating goes, I haven’t found anyone actually worthy.

They like me for being independent, driven, ambitions, determined, fun, and happy.

Yet those are the things that intimidate them.

I used to work two jobs, as a nail tech (which I truly love), from 10am ’til 7pm. And I also worked at Target stocking overnight from 2am ’til 7:30-8am. I only sleep for 3-4 hours every night. And I would take a nap an hour before working at the nail shop.

Honestly, my so called relationship drained me more than working. I rather work than deal with the bullshit drama. But why would I have to deal with it at all.

I refuse to compromise myself or well being to stroke someone else’s ego. IM SORRY.

And I am not insecure where I have to find sex or find someone else for attention or affection.

I am a well grounded woman, and I try my best to please everyone in my life.

I am the type to be friends with you for life.

I don’t care about any drama, or bullshit.

Life is what you make it, and time is too expensive. From now on, I will use it being happy.

Just me and my Nabi.

xoxo ky.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

you annoy the fuck out of me. SHIT!

I’m not one to have low standards for myself. Yet, I’ve always date losers. WTF is wrong with me?

Is it true? Is it true we just end up with manipulative assholes, yet the good ones we can only look at them as a “friend?”

COME ONNNNNNNNN.

Why can we not get with one guy and just be with without him being insecure, and treat us like shit as if we are not worthy. But in actuality they are the ones with issues. And as a good “girlfriend” we put up with their shit because we think “it’s worth it.”

All I want to be is happy. AND I WILL BE HAPPY, WITH OR WITHOUT YOU BITCH.

I mean, no wonder your ex cheated on you…you are a fukkin asshole.

I didnt know men PMS, because you are way worse than any girl. 0______o

DUDE, you act like an uptight virgin, with an onion up your booty.

Little boy little boy, you just brought the devil out of me.

because NOW I REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK.

SONG OF THE DAY : ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN – ELLIE GOULDING

ummm yeahhhh love this song…video is sad. but awesome. kinda dark, and I likey.

SONG FOE DEE DAE : DIRTY DIANA – THE WEEKND

haaaaa, my real name is Dianna…shit. should I even let you know this? Everyone in HS sings this to me in high school…only if they know I was a virgin.

BLAH BLAH BLAH!

I just dont know what to blog anymore….

VIDEO OF THE DAY : HEARTBEAT BY NNEKA (CHASE N STATUS REMIX)

PIXCERZ ER