SORRY SORRY SORRY I have been so busy with school and working out, I know I’ve been neglecting my blog.
I can see that you guys have been going on my blog to look for new stuff. So first thing is: I would like to apologize…lol SOWEE. Forgive me? *gives puppy dog eyes*
SOOOOO The most asked question lately is, AM I A PORNSTAR?
You would have to wonder…what really makes a person a “PORNSTAR”?
Straight to the point, I have been doing porn since I was 18. Hehe.
“WHY DID YOU START DOING PORN?”
Well my situation is a little different. I lost my virginity when I was 14, to someone who loved me until I broke it off 8 months later. And then two years later I was with another BF. So from the age of 14 til 17 I was with only two different boys. HEHE. I was with the second guy for 3 years on and off….he is the reason why I wanted to be in the Adult Industry. (Not because he was a “pimp” but because I was trying to get rid of HIM. NO SERIOUSLY.)
I was with that idiot for 3 years. And within those 3 years, on our off season, I had a few threesomes and a few different bfs. He was my business partner.
I used to work at Mervyn’s and Starbucks. A chunk of my money would be invested in sales of marijuana. “Stress” of course, because chronic was too expensive and my sales of stress would profit more than chronic. (This is way before chronic and kush was popular, BTW.)
I would sleep 3 or 4 hours in between. I guess I can say I was an over achiever. I liked hardships and challenging myself. But this idiot keeps on smoking all my weed. -______-^
I hated him, he cheats, he lies, he freeloads, he’s manipulative, smokes all my weed. AND I AM HORNYYYYY. But I rather not deal with his stupid ass.
So I met a Keymore Kash. She was in porn. And I had a brilliant idea!!!!! Since I am always horny and tired….and I want to get rid of a roach…why not do porn?!?!? YAYYYYYY.
So I quit all my jobs at 18. I didn’t want to sell weed anymore because that was really pointless. And I feel like it’s another crazy adventure. I AM EXCITED.
I went into the business without a plan. I had so much fun with everything I did. Threesomes, foursomes, anal, girls, tits, ass, cum, cum, cum!
And it was an on and off adventure for from 2006-2009. It makes me blush when I get recoginzed today…Not because I am embarassed. Only because they seen me somewhere and can’t really put their finger on it. HA.
I even had some fans who can name everything about me.
I always try to be nice to fans and look at them as if they are friends. Which some do become my very good friends.
At shows, some don’t even realized it’s the same “KYANNA”. They think I am a model LOL.
So more and more people are thinking me less of a “PORNSTAR” but they are starting to see me as a person or “MODEL”.
If I had the mentality of NOW, when I first started, I would be in a different sitaution right now.
“WHY DID I STOP DOING PORN?”
I stopped doing porn, because I want to experience more to life. AND PORN IS SOOOO MUCH FUN. But when you have too much fun, you lose track of your own personal goals. You get caught up in the fast life.
Maybe I will go back? I DON’T KNOW YET…haha. I like school, and working on my side projects and hobbies. I really really lost myself in the industry. It was hard to find myself again.
BUT I DID IT, and I see everything more clearly NOW. Than I ever did before.
I NEVER REGRET ANYTHING THAT I’VE DONE. I LOVE LIFE, AND EXPERIENCES.
YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN. YOU CAN’T CHANGE YOUR PAST, ONLY YOUR FUTURE. (NOT THAT I WOULD REALLY WANT TO CHANGE ANYTHING ANYWAYS :P)
I AM HAPPY.
So thank you for all your love and support and ur curious butts coming checking up on me…and my nekkid pictures…
I am excited when I go back to LA I have a photoshoot set up with Penthouse Model and Star: Teanna Kai. RAWRRRR.
xoxo – kyanna – lee